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Saturday, May 14, 2011

Love is Too Hard

Love is too hard for me

It panics me
I can not breathe


My heart races and leaps

from my chest


Run away!
Get away!


Never look back.

My heart pivots and fidgets
and waits...

wanting you

to beg me to stay



to hold me close
to whisper and warm


Never let go.


But love is too hard for me

I can not accept this

Novel Sensation


I am not sure it is real

or Illusion


Can I touch it?
See it?
Smell or taste it?


My heart is shut away

locked in a box

made of ice


I want your love to melt away.


img src= 'Ice Heart' by B. Niro












Friday, February 25, 2011

There is No Resurrection

There is no resurrection
I need to bury and walk away
In the aftermath of an electric storm
White, fuzzy, slow memory
Grey ash on tongue from
The burned words of a lost year
There is no resurrection
Only nostalgic desire
As faded memories caress
Like ghost butterflies
Turning turning to dust
A funeral and burial
Walking away feeling light on my face
Today is the truth,
Yesterday an empty memory
A fallen star, a forgotten dream
A passing friend passes
Barely there and now gone
There is no resurrection.

Thursday, January 6, 2011

Purging

Fading faces of quiet moon and blazing sun
Drown and die beneath the ocean

A distraction
Of titillating scenes
Neon lights and quivering skin
A pink wet road of empty fantasy

Green fog blankets mind
Making the great booming dirge of the day
Easier to tolerate

Cold shadow walls surround
Alone, arms outstretched
Only silence is found

Everyone and everything is only
Fluff and pompery
All cease to matter
Falling off the edge of the cliff
To nowhere

Claws pluck like the strings of a harp
And rusted swords are pulled from pale heart.



Friday, December 3, 2010

Haunting Storm

Black clouds move swiftly
Swirling chaotic wind
Bright green flashes of light
As the storm comes in

Into my mind he dances
With pale moon face and black vapors
Hiding green flashes of lightning

A dry storm of hidden tears
A biting lip, a hug to self
All rain kept tightly in
This storm that haunts me

I hear his thunder roar
And shield my eyes from his flashing light
And hide my face from his rain; his pain

But black mists graze my cheek
And pushing wind makes me weak
I let his rhythm carry me deep
This storm that haunts me

I fear going blind meeting that green light
I fear falling from that ephemeral grasp
Losing my mind, self and reason
I can never be his, so

It’s a wet booming crash
That doesn’t last
And dry as bone
I hug myself home
Eyes wide open.

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Siren of the Soul

There is fruit I have not tasted
Of Pink tawny thighs
And peach-fuzz firmness
Heavy, round quivering mound
The delicate petals of her flower

My deepest dark desires
Have laid buried deep asleep
Queer thoughts and fantasies
But a sweet discovery
In the uncovering of me

Inch by inch new jewels lay naked
Glistening gold and sparkling gems
An old crown long forgotten
A broken mirror to be pasted

Revealing my constant muse
Sweet siren of the soul
She sings from cold caverns deep
And wakens me from my sleep

Her hair is golden rain
With eyes of ocean pain
Her skin the smooth pale of shale
And lips like red wet satin bow

What is inside I wonder?
To untie to shivering delight
To delight in her wonder.

Thursday, September 16, 2010

The Lonely Wind

Creeping Willow
Dancing tendrils
Dancing in the tender wind

Warm sighs grace the skin
To let him in or keep him out
Branches part, and links unlock

Scraping thorns
Cutting in the tender wind

Eyes redden
Blood flows
Drip drip dripping
In the cutting wind

Hollow wounds
Gaping mouths
Silent screams crying
In the freezing wind

The flame puffs out
Branches close
Links lock tightly
In the lonely wind.

Thursday, August 12, 2010

The Singing Bones

She felt cold, gritty asphalt under her cheek and moved her head slightly to look around. She must have passed out. She was lying amongst bones, gleaming white in the moonlight. Some skeletons still had clinging tattered pieces of hair and skin. The odor wasn’t bad; faintly sweet and spicy. She wondered if it was safe to stand. Who brought her here? She stood up, and the first thing she noticed was she only had two legs. She lurched precariously, but caught herself before she tumbled. What happened to my legs? Her legs were hairless and she had human arms and hands instead of her forelegs. She touched her face and marveled at how flat and small it was. She felt she was missing huge chunks of herself, and she looked around warily for the missing pieces. How insignificant she felt. She touched her forehead and cried out. Her horn was gone! She looked more closely at the bones and recognized them; the large skulls and horns, familiar shapes of ribcages and legs. She narrowed her eyes and saw families running together on green waving prairie grass. The bones were humming, and she recognized the song. These were her ancestors. She felt so weak and frail. She had no weapon or clothes. She opened her mouth to whinny and only a soft sigh escaped her throat and was lost in the wind. She didn’t know if she could make anything work. Was she in the future or the past?

There was an acidic chemical scent in the wind, but everything was faint and muted to her senses. It was either nightfall or the sun had finally died, for all was darkness and shadows. Only a horned moon glowed faint light and was cold comfort. A red machine on wheels screeched to a halt outside the gate near her. It was then she realized two things: she was trapped, and she was helpless. Surrounding her were tall black iron bars with one rusty chained gate. She was imprisoned with only the unicorns’ bones for company. She scooped up a nearby pearlescent horn and instantly felt ten times bigger, stronger. Meanwhile, the red machine opened up and a man darted quickly towards the gate. He deftly snapped the chain with a shining tool, and pushed. The gate didn’t budge. She moved away from the man and the gate, stepping high over the bones, and trying not to stumble. She clutched the horn in her hands, and turned back towards the man. He was muttering something, and pushed again. This time the gate gave way. He leapt gracefully over the bones like a dancer, and she marveled how one could move so beautifully in such an ugly body. She raised the horn uncertainly and closed her eyes. Is this a dream?

No, and we must move quickly. We don’t have much time.

She opened her eyes wide in shock. He was covering her with a long white cloak, and had already moved her out of the gate and into the red machine.

It’s called a 'car.'

She gasped and sucked in too much air and started coughing. Her coughing soon became strange hitchings and wails she couldn’t seem to control and salty water poured from her eyes.

Calm down, he soothed. You are going to hurt yourself.

He never once uttered a sound, she ‘heard’ him in her mind. Sound or talking wasn’t necessary here it seemed.

We are….different, he said hesitantly. Not all can communicate as we are doing. I will explain everything.

But why am I here? She thought painfully.

He quickly glanced at her as he maneuvered the car down winding black paths with tall flat mountains on either side. Don’t you know?! He moved his face nearer, and touched her head. Red was on his fingertips. You must have hit your head, are you in pain?

This whole body is in pain. Yours isn’t?

He smiled and shook his head. You are from Before, and this world needs you to set some things right. He touched her horn spot, and she felt a tingle. The horn she held gave a high trill. These two men will try to kill you.

In her mind's eye, she saw an old man in a worn coat with mud or blood surrounding his mouth, she saw only the dark shadow of the other.

He shrugged. We can never get a good look at that one..But we think he will try a bomb or some sort of explosive device. The future is fuzzy, you know.

Is this the future then?

No, he laughed. This is always Now.

Unicorn Girl by Lilykoi-Designs